happy birthday abah..=)..27/06/1961..

happy birthday abah..for ur 49th birthday..u still looks young to me...handsome and young at heart too...thx for being a best dad ever..hehe..all my post about u already inside my previous post...

p/s:that pic was very old..haha..at our old house..miss that time where we had so many chickens and ducks at the backyard..hehe

hehehe...i dunno what age were we at this time..just feel like wanna show it to u..=)

hhee..not to forget ur wedding pic with mama..mama looked so pretty at that time...now also pretty,,,maintain...hehe

happy father's day..=)

happy fathers day abah..i love u so muc,,,as muc as i luv mama..hehe,,sory cant give u present,,but i just wanna let u know that ure the best dad ever in my life...i still remember,during high school,u love to come to my class to fetch me when there was holiday..haha...well,honestly im quite embarassed when u came to my class...yeah,.all my fren were looking at me..but after that i realized,that u love me so muc and wanna see how i did thats why u came...thanx abah,..and also,im so sorry if i always hurt ur feelings abah..i know,last time i scolded u because u instructed me to do something..im sorry..i know im not a good son...yeah..dat was when i in high school..but now,i learn that i need to be good to u and mama...so sorry for always hurt ur feelings...n im sory also for not being a gud brother to my lil bro n sis..abah,as a man,,u have tought me a lot..i need to be stronger..need to be independent...yeah..since we're kid,u always help us decide things in our life..like me,i dunno what to choose as my career..u help me by suggesting me to take QS..thanx abah..ur suggestion is really good..n i didnt regret for sticking with ur suggestion...n also u always 'manja'2kan us..haha,,,when we wanna buy ps1,u let us buy..when we want motor..u give.,,basically,u just agree to all our wants...thanx abah..really grateful to have u as our dad...i still love u no matter what u did...thx for always calling me though dat im oversea...i miss u guys...for all the things that ive done,,i hope u forgive me..i didnt meant to hurt any of ur feelings..im ur son..n i will make u proud..i will study hard here...n work..n then pay back all the things that u n mama have given me..although i know,no matter how long i live,i will never be able to pay the love that u guys gave to us..im as the eldest,represent all my bro n sis,to ask your forgiveness for the sins that we have done since we're child..we love u guys so muc..n always pray for ur happiness,,hope u n mama will live happily forever..i will make sure that all of us will success in life n make u guys proud...thanx again abah..for being the best dad ever...n mama too..love u!!

Vivid Sydney

Tonight i went to Sydney City to watch Vivid Sydney Event that started from 28 May to 20 June..Farhan ask me if i wanna go,so i decided to go there to release my tension..ahaha..we went there by bus...it was quite crowded with people since this is the last night for the event...buildings such as St Mary Cathedral, Parliament House, and Sydney Opera House were being projected with a vivid image showing mm...i dunno..maybe some of abstract and there were some writing also..haha..but it was very beautiful..we walked about 3 hours in the city..ahaha..watching all the night sceneries made us forgot all the tiredness of walking..it was enjoyable..our last stop was at the Sydney Town Hall to take some supper..we ate Krispy Kreme..hahaha..we were very tired but happy..=)..here are some pictures that we have taken during the night walk...

Official FIFA 2010 World Cup theme song

Artist: K'naan

Title: Wavin' Flag

Ooooooh Wooooooh

Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher
See the champions, take the field now, unify us, make us feel proud
In the streets our head are liftin’, as we lose our inhibition,
Celebration it surrounds us, every nations, all around us

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.
And together at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older I will be stronger

They’ll call me freedom Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Oooooooooooooh woooooooooohh hohoho

Give you freedom, give you fire, give you reason, take you higher
See the champions, take the field now, unify us, make us feel proud
In the streets our head are liftin’, as we lose our inhibition,
Celebration, it surrounds us, every nations, all around us

Singin forever young, singin songs underneath that sun
Lets rejoice in the beautifull game.
And toghetter at the end of the day.

WE ALL SAY

When I get older, I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Wooooooooo Ohohohoooooooo ! OOOoooooh Wooooooooo

WE ALL SAY !

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back

When I get older I will be stronger
They’ll call me freedom
Just like a wavin’ flag

And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes back
And then it goes

Wooo hooooo hohohohoooooo

And everybody will be singing it

Wooooooooo ohohohooooo

And we are all singing it

now i realize the effect of video games to my life..thank god..

Even Israeli mother dare speak the Truths in a European Parliament Address

Israeli mother Addresses European Parliament.

WOMEN
by Nurit Peled-Elhanan
Thank you for inviting me to this today. It is always an honour and a
pleasure to be here, among you (at the European Parliament).

However, I must admit I believe you should have invited a Palestinian
woman at my stead, because the women who suffer most from violence in
my county are the Palestinian women. And I would like to dedicate my
speech to Miriam R`aban and her husband Kamal, from Bet Lahiya in the
Gaza strip, whose five small children were killed by Israeli soldiers
while picking strawberries at the family`s strawberry field. No one
will ever stand trial for this murder.

When I asked the people who invited me here why didn't they invite a
Palestinian woman, the answer was that it would make the discussion
too localized.

I don't know what is non-localized violence. Racism and discrimination
may be theoretical concepts and universal phenomena but their impact
is always local, and real. Pain is local, humiliation, sexual abuse,
torture and death, are all very local, and so are the scars.

It is true, unfortunately, that the local violence inflicted on
Palestinian women by the government of Israel and the Israeli army,
has expanded around the globe, In fact, state violence and army
violence, individual and collective violence, are the lot of Muslim
women today, not only in Palestine but wherever the enlightened
western world is setting its big imperialistic foot. It is violence
which is hardly ever addressed and which is halfheartedly condoned by
most people in Europe and in the USA .

This is because the so-called free world is afraid of the Muslim womb.

Great France of "la liberte égalite et la fraternite" is scared of
little girls with head scarves. Great Jewish Israel is afraid of the
Muslim womb which its ministers call a demographic threat.

Almighty America and Great Britain are infecting their respective
citizens with blind fear of the Muslims, who are depicted as vile,
primitive and blood-thirsty, apart from their being non-democratic,
chauvinistic and mass producers of future terrorists. This in spite of
the fact that the people who are destroying the world today are not
Muslim. One of them is a devout Christian, one is Anglican and one is
a non-devout Jew.

I have never experienced the suffering Palestinian women undergo every
day, every hour, I don't know the kind of violence that turns a
woman's life into constant hell. This daily physical and mental
torture of women who are deprived of their basic human rights and
needs of privacy and dignity, women whose homes are broken into at any
moment of day and night, who are ordered at a gun-point to strip naked
in front of strangers and their own children, whose houses are
demolished , who are deprived of their livelihood and of any normal
family life. This is not part of my personal ordeal.

But I am a victim of violence against women insofar as violence
against children is actually violence against mothers. Palestinian,
Iraqi, Afghan women are my sisters because we are all at the grip of
the same unscrupulous criminals who call themselves leaders of the
free enlightened world and in the name of this freedom and
enlightenment rob us of our children.

Furthermore, Israeli, American, Italian and British mothers have been
for the most part violently blinded and brainwashed to such a degree
that they cannot realize their only sisters, their only allies in the
world are the Muslim Palestinian, Iraqi or Afghani mothers, whose
children are killed by our children or who blow themselves to pieces
with our sons and daughters. They are all mind-infected by the same
viruses engendered by politicians. And the viruses , though they may
have various illustrious names--such as Democracy, Patriotism, God,
Homeland--are all the same. They are all part of false and fake
ideologies that are meant to enrich the rich and to empower the powerful.

We are all the victims of mental, psychological and cultural violence
that turn us to one homogenic group of bereaved or potentially
bereaved mothers. Western mothers who are taught to believe their
uterus is a national asset just like they are taught to believe that
the Muslim uterus is an international threat. They are educated not to
cry out: `I gave him birth, I breast fed him, he is mine, and I will
not let him be the one whose life is cheaper than oil, whose future is
less worth than a piece of land.`

All of us are terrorized by mind-infecting education to believe all we
can do is either pray for our sons to come back home or be proud of
their dead bodies.

And all of us were brought up to bear all this silently, to contain
our fear and frustration, to take Prozac for anxiety, but never hail
Mama Courage in public. Never be real Jewish or Italian or Irish mothers.

I am a victim of state violence. My natural and civil rights as a
mother have been violated and are violated because I have to fear the
day my son would reach his 18th birthday and be taken away from me to
be the game tool of criminals such as Sharon, Bush, Blair and their
clan of blood-thirsty, oil-thirsty, land thirsty generals..

Living in the world I live in, in the state I live in, in the regime I
live in, I don't dare to offer Muslim women any ideas how to change
their lives. I don't want them to take off their scarves, or educate
their children differently, and I will not urge them to constitute
Democracies in the image of Western democracies that despise them and
their kind. I just want to ask them humbly to be my sisters, to
express my admiration for their perseverance and for their courage to
carry on, to have children and to maintain a dignified family life in
spite of the impossible conditions my world in putting them in. I want
to tell them we are all bonded by the same pain, we all the victims of
the same sort of violence even though they suffer much more, for they
are the ones who are mistreated by my government and its army,
sponsored by my taxes.

Islam in itself, like Judaism in itself and Christianity in itself, is
not a threat to me or to anyone. American imperialism is, European
indifference and co-operation is and Israeli racism and its cruel
regime of occupation is. It is racism, educational propaganda and
inculcated xenophobia that convince Israeli soldiers to order
Palestinian women at gun-point, to strip in front of their children
for security reasons, it is the deepest disrespect for the other that
allow American soldiers to rape Iraqi women, that give license to
Israeli jailers to keep young women in inhuman conditions, without
necessary hygienic aids, without electricity in the winter, without
clean water or clean mattresses and to separate them from their
breast-fed babies and toddlers. To bar their way to hospitals, to
block their way to education, to confiscate their lands, to uproot
their trees and prevent them from cultivating their fields.

I cannot completely understand Palestinian women or their suffering. I
don't know how I would have survived such humiliation, such disrespect
from the whole world. All I know is that the voice of mothers has been
suffocated for too long in this war-stricken planet. Mothers` cry is
not heard because mothers are not invited to international forums such
as this one. This I know and it is very little. But it is enough for
me to remember these women are my sisters, and that they deserve that
I should cry for them, and fight for them. And when they lose their
children in strawberry fields or on filthy roads by the checkpoints,
when their children are shot on their way to school by Israeli
children who were educated to believe that love and compassion are
race and religion dependent, the only thing I can do is stand by them
and their betrayed babies, and ask what Anna Akhmatova--another mother
who lived in a regime of violence against women and children--asked:

Why does that streak o blood, rip the petal of your cheek?

7 Langkah Mudah Berbelanja

sesuai la ntok org yg suka shoping tu ea..hehehe..=p

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Mohd Fathuallah
Editor : Im Koyube

Berikut adalah antara 7 langkah mudah dalam menguruskan pengunaan wang anda dalam keadaan terbaik ketika berbelanja.

#1: Berbelanja Secara Tunai Sahaja! (Go Cash-Only)

Amalan yang terbaik ketika hendak berbelanja adalah dengan menjauhi kad kredit. Anda tidak akan terlebih berbelanja sekiranya anda tidak membawa bersama kad kredit semasa membeli-belah. Tinggalkan sahaja ia di rumah dan jangan sekali-kali membawanya bersama di dalam beg duit ataupun beg tangan. Jika ia bersama anda, kebarangkalian anda untukswipe adalah tinggi! Faktor anda tidak nampak duit anda keluar ketika membayar inilah yang seringkali menyebabkan anda terlebih dalam berbelanja tanpa anda sedari.

Berbelanja secara tunai.

#2: Tetapkan Matlamat Jangka Panjang! (Set Long-term Goals)

Jika anda inginkan kebebasan kewangan dalam jangka masa yang panjang, tetapkanlah satu matlamat di mana anda akan selalu diingatkan untuk tidak berbelanja sesuka hati demi mengejar impian tersebut. Sebagai contoh, anda ingin bebas kewangan dalam masa 5 tahun sahaja lagi, tuliskan matlamat tersebut di atas kertas dan tetapkan satu tarikh berserta jumlah simpanan yang anda inginkan. Letakkan matlamat tersebut di tempat yang anda mudah nampak seperti cermin, peti ais, meja pejabat dan sebagainya. Matlamat ini akan menjadi pengawal kepada tingkah laku anda untuk berbelanja. Baca matlamat ini setiap hari.

#3: Bezakan Antara Keperluan Dan Kehendak! (Distinguish Between Needs and Wants)

Adakah beg tangan atau kasut baru menjadi tarikan kepada anda semata-mata atau anda betul-betul memerlukannya? Sebelum anda membuat sebarang keputusan untuk memiliki beg tangan atau kasut baru tersebut, lebih baik anda berfikir seketika. Jika ia adalah keperluan dan berada dalam lingkungan bajet anda, teruskan untuk membuat pembelian. Jika ia hanyalah kehendak anda, fikirkanlah kesan selepas anda membuat pembeliannya. Adakah anda gembira jika dapat memilikinya ataupun anda sekadar ingin penuhkanwardrob. Atau adakah anda betul-betul mampu untuk memilikinya? Sekiranya masih ada lagi keperluan lain yang perlu dipenuhi, pertimbangkanlah untuk memiliki beg tangan ataupun kasut baru itu tadi. Perkara paling utama dalam berbelanja adalah anda perlu jujur kepada diri sendiri dan berani untuk mengatakan tidak kepada perkara-perkara yang tidak mendesak anda untuk memilikinya buat masa sekarang.

#4: Berbelanjalah Dengan Senarai Perkara Yang Diperlukan! (Shop with a List)

Perkara yang paling mudah dan selalunya diabaikan ketika ke luar berbelanja adalah dengan menulis senarai barangan yang diperlukan. Bila kita tidak mempunyai senarai barangan yang diperlukan, daripada ingin membeli satu barang sahaja maka tanpa disedari kita sudah terlebih berbelanja. Mula-mula nak beli lampin anak, jalan selangkah ada tawaran syampu, promosi kopi, tudung murah dan sebagainya. Akhirnya daripada membeli lampin sahaja, beg plastik yang ringan menjadi berat. Tetapkan apa barangan yang perlu dibeli sahaja, jika anda tergoda untuk membeli selain daripada senarai, masukkan barangan tersebut dalam senarai pembelian yang akan datang.

Contoh 'shopping list'

#5: Berikan Peruntukan Untuk Diri Anda Sendiri! (Give Yourself an Allowance)

Memang tidak dapat dinafikan sama sekali sifat setiap individu inginkan sesuatu yang baru selepas penat lelah bekerja selama sebulan. Lihat kembali kepada bajet anda, fikirkanlah berapa banyakkah yang mampu anda gunakan untuk tujuan tersebut. Sebagai contoh anda peruntukkan sebanyak RM200 sebulan untuk membeli baju atau menonton wayang dan sebagainya. Berbelanjalah dalam tempoh sebulan tersebut dengan peruntukan tadi. Bilamana peruntukkan tersebut habis, berhentilah berbelanja! Tiada pengecualian dalam kes ini. Anda tidak dibenarkan sama sekali untuk berbelanja lebih daripada yang diperuntukkan.

#6: Carilah Teman Untuk Keluar Berbelanja! (Find a Shopping Buddy)

Jika anda seorang yang cepat dan mudah tertawan dengan promosi daripada jurujual, anda dinasihatkan untuk mencari seorang teman samada daripada rakan-rakan ataupun keluarga yang mampu untuk berkata tidak kepada sebarang tawaran yang di luar kawalan anda. Anda hanya dibolehkan ke luar berbelanja dengan syarat membawa mereka bersama, jika tidak jangan sekali-kali memberanikan diri keluar keseorangan, bimbang anda akan terjebak dengan kes terlebih berbelanja.

#7: Meninjau Terlebih Dahulu Pilihan Anda! (Survey Your Selections)

Perkara yang terbaik sebelum anda membuat senarai barangan untuk berbelanja adalah dengan meninjau terlebih dahulu harganya. Dengan adanya teknologi internet, anda bolehlah menyemak senarai harga di laman web yang berkenaan dan membuat perbandingan harga. Buat ulangkaji harga terlebih dahulu sehingga anda betul-betul yakin dan mendapat harga yang terbaik.

good moning..=)

salam,gud moning to all...hehe..so early i woke up..never been this early before...last night went to la perouse..with poji and faiq..we had some coffee together..oh..its so cold.,,im freezing although i wore sweater..maybe its not thick enough..huhu..we talked a lot last night...haha..thats my first time ive been to la perouse since i came to sydney..thx guys...really appreciate it..well,thanks...=)...sorry for taking ur time until 2 am..haha...

well,since i woke up this early..i just dunno what to do..i had finished doing necessary things for my soul..so now maybe i might spend some time writing crap here..haha...i miss my family la..,mama,abah...i have final exam on 17 and 25..wish me luc k..to tell u the truth,,i havent start study seriously yet,..hahaha..maybe i will start today..abah,QS is quite hard...we need to measure all the material needed to construct the building and its too many...but its ok..i have started to like it..well,i love to measure..haha..maybe ure right for recommended me this career..i will do my best from now..ganbatte!insyaallah..hehe..

these days i think a lot...about myself..about her..about my future..i need to change!till when i wanna continue being like this?yeah,,i think a lot..maybe its really time for me to be serious with my decision...i have played too much...enough is enough..oh man..its hard...its too hard..but i need to try..nearly 2 weeks i have become like this..its stupid..but this is me...im continue to run in circle...and its just hurt both of us..,well,yes ure right...i need to change..,i thought a lot about what u said.,.but i hope ure also think bout us during this period..what is the best for us...i will wait for ur answer..u know what,,i will once again try to ask u,,if u really care bout this..think carefully...i have ask u what we should take and do..well,i know u wont accept it...at least,.,give it a thought..take ur time ok?im sorry if i have hurt ur feelings too many times during our relationship..im so sorry..nothing else i can offer besides sorry..if ure really tired with me..i accept it..i also dont want this relationship to continue being like this..maybe im not the right man for u..n if i continue being with u,i will continue hurting ur feeling..enough is enough..no matter how hard i try to change,..i will always hurt ur feelings..and when it become like this..both of us will hurt..and it will continue..n im afraid..that this will also continue even after we married..plz focus on ur exam..i also dont want to disturb u..this is my last post..i also need to focus on my exam..give a thought on the email i sent u..till when we wanna continue being like this?ask urself...n i will ask myself as well..maybe im not strong enough to do this alone..but if u agree with my opinion..its easy for both of us..i know ure not ready..me too...but i dunno any other way...because we're too young..dats what u think..i know u wanna enjoy ur young life..but its not possible to enjoy it even after 'that' right?yea..maybe ur parents will not allow it..but i hope they will understand..i care bout u..thats why i have thought this carefully...plz dont blindly write in ur post how much u hate bout me and making ur friends hate me as well...plz..i hope u think bout it..we're both adult..well,maybe im not too adult yet..but i have tried...i hope..i really hope that..we can be together as legal in His eyes..think it..and give me ur answer..im ready to accept whatever ur decision..take ur time..dont rush...this is really a big decision for both of us..im ready to be hurt..and im prepare to accept whatever u might say bout me that time..dont think ure the one who in pain..think too bout why im doin like that..think too how pain i am to take such decision like that..think too why i always kept coming to u even after i said like that to u..think..but its ok..i will wait for ur answer..if u ready,tell me..but if u dont,,take ur time..i will wait..i will wait for ur answer..plz give it a really deep thought before answering me..i dont want both of us to regret after this..i will accept all ur answer..n plz..dont post something that can make ur friends hate me again in ur blog..coz i never make any of my friends hate u..if u wanna hate me,keep it to urself..if u wanna express bad things bout me,keep it to urself...n dont let other people know..i know im not good enough for u..but dats not the reason for u to do like that..i know im wrong..but u dont need to go that far..,i have understand u..thanx for giving me this time to think bout u..i understand u..but also i understand what i need to do to bring this relationship to a right track..i propose u..im proposing u with all my heart..plz accept my love as im not making this decision blindly..i have given it a really deep thought...u too..plz give it a really deep thought...im not being selfish,but im thinking the best for both of us..mama,abah..sorry...i have done what i should have done...i hope,u both also can accept my decision..im doing this decision during my critical stage...i cant let her go mama,abah...but i also cant lie myself towards Him..plz pray for me...za,..i care bout u deeply in my heart....i really care bout u...im not crazy..im not psycho...but its ok..i understand...if u cant stand with me..with my attitude..and already feel tired with me...i know..maybe im not Mr.Right for u..i know...although we love each other...but our actions dont show like we love each other...i need u..but i also need His blessing...how can i get both?only one way...thats why..im proposing u...with all my heart...with all my tears...sincerely...I LOVE U...N I LOVE ALLAH...assalamualaikum...

rama band-saat saat terindah..

this song is very nice..enjoy it!=)

saat kau hadir dalam hidupku terasa indah
hanya bayangmu menyentuh jiwa temani sepi
kini semua cintamu tlah pergi
meninggalkan diriku dalam kehampaan
sendiri

waktu trus berjalan dan memberi
perih di hati
hanya rindu yang aku dapatkan bukan cintamu
kini baru aku sadari
kau bgtu berarti di dalam hidupku ini

saat - saat yang indah saat masih bersamamu
waktu kita berdua dan mewarnai dunia
semua yg tlah berlalu kini teringat lagi
kini terkenang lagi
ku ingin kembali
ki ingin kembali

hanya rindu yg aku dapatkan bukan cintamu
meski kini kau tak mencintai diriku lagi
kini baru aku sadari
kau bgtu berarti di dalam hidupku ini

gud luc in ur exam..=)

karena wanita ingin dimengerti..

Lekuk indah hadirkan pesona
Kemuliaan bagi yang memandang
Setiamu simbol keanggunan
Khas perawan yang kau miliki
Akulah pengagum ragamu
Tak ingin ku menyakitimu
Lindungi dari sengat dunia yang mengancam
Nodai.. Sucinya lahirmu

Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Manjakan dia.. dengan kasih sayang

Ingin kuajak engkau menari
Bermandi hangat cahaya bulan
Sebagai tanda kebahagiaan
Dari semesta.. Cinta kita

Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Lewat tutur lembut dan laku agung
Karena wanita ingin dimengerti
Manjakan dia.. dengan kasih sayang

Bintang Terang itulah dirimu
Janganlah redup dan mati
Aku dibelakangmu memeluk

bbq at maroubra beach..

i will try to be happy as well..

i dunno what to write in this blog..i lost to a thing called love..im sorry mama,abah...its too painful...maybe what u said is right...the meaning of love...but i dunno if i can really bear with this pain..i dunno...im just a weak human..who have feelings...its ok..no need to worry bout me..i hope i can endure all this..dont worry bout me mama abah...wish me luck for my final exam..my coursework mark is not too good..hope i can perform well in final with all this problems..pray for my success..salam.

aku mahu menangis...

freedom for 2 weeks..but test was sucks..

yeahh...finally finished the last test for this semester..although i cant really answer most of the questions just now...i felt like shit when looking at the questions...what is this???its not in the tips given...huh..most of them i didnt read at all...the tips that the lecturer gave mostly not in the questions..i felt so damn just now..luckily we can sit close to each other..haha..its because the class was small yet it have so many students..haha..but i just copied some answer from alex at last minute..just SOME ok?hehehe...but never mind la..i dont care anymore bout the test..now in my head all i just care is to relax!yuhuu...haha..final exam is on 17 and 25 june..so i still have many time to play..and after the final exam im going to winter tripppppp....hehe...so nice..i miss the snow..oh..today was raining the whole day...i cycled back in raining also..damn cold....my clothes were wet all over...haha...huh..now also i stay up so late..coz im played ragnarok with jabbar,my roomate...well,we're die hard fan of ragnarok rite now...everyday play ragnarok...its because the server is in malaysia and there are lots of malaysian playing that game..so its nice to know many people and talk with them..its part of the social life too ok!haha..i wanna sleep now..feel sleepy..very sleepy..i think i will wake up at noon tomorrow..haha..just for friday prayer...i mean of course i will wake up for fajr prayer but after that continue sleeping la..hahaa..ok la..enough talk..nitey2...salam.

whats wrong with israel?

shock news that we knew israel komandos attacked the international ship convoy aid about 3 days ago..there were about 6 ships and all were raid by the israel navy..whats wrong for sending the aid to people that need it?the ships were going to gaza waters not and not into israel territory,so why do they attacked them?whats their grudge?and they killed many people in the ships,..innalillah..the people in the ship were unarmed!and the navy just shot them without mercy!and when the media asked them why the did like that.,they said the people fighting them first..fighting them first for raiding the ship???isnt that what they should do when they're being harmed?i really dont understand..and when many countries around the world started to blame israel..u know what they said?they said they're sorry...they regret what they did..what????can u accept that??only stupid people will accept their regret..astagfirullah..so for we that were not in the ship..what can we do?what can we do to help them?now all the connections to the ships were cut by the israel..many people are doing the protest towards the israel embassy around the world..what can we do?we need to pray for the people in the ships...for their safety... and pray that Allah will give His punishment to israel for doing Islam like this..we also need to take actions..we need to arise..we need to realize that we're not in comfortable zone anymore..when our brothers are being hurt,we will feel the hurt also...n u just want to silent when ure being hurt like that?no!now the least we can do is donate some of our earning to them..and stop supporting the israel!at least we can help a bit to reduce the burden that the people in gaza carry..we owe our life to them..they stand to protect what islam shouldnt lose..baitul maqdis!so we must help them...we need to change ourself from being passive to be active!subhanallah...hope my post a lil bit arise all of our spirit..i really angry when i look at the news..at least i wanna help them..insyaallah..may Allah always protect the people in Gaza and all other islamic countries that being attacked..assalamualaikum..

Good day mike~

presentation today was ok..not so bad..but still bad to me..huhu..coz i didnt prepare anything..well,thats bcoz i got so many problems to think n didnt even have time to focus on my study..so stupid..love..what is love about?am i good enuff to talk bout love?nahh..i dont think i can..so i just leave to u guys..love is what keep me for always going..love to Allah..love to my family..love to her..yea..love..its weird...but thats love...sometimes i dunno how to express love..even to my family..haha..sometimes,my love is being misunderstand..i dunno how to show love properyly...can u guys teach me?well mama..im sorry...i really cant ignore this love..its already grew as part in myself...if i ignore it,it will hurt so muccc....so i decided to keep it..=)...well of course i love u more..hehe,,mama,abah..tell me la about ur love story,.maybe i can take some lesson from that?i wanna improve my love la..as well as my study..hehe..lately im stress la..too many things in my head..but its ok..i will try to manage it properly..ok la,,i wanna sleep..feel so tired today..mm..i know ure reading this post as well..just wanna let u know..sory for everything..n gud luc for ur final exam nex week..juz for ur info..im not goin to disturb u until u finish ur exam..so dont be missing me..wahhaa..i'll try to be happy when ure not around..,see,im very sporting rite..i know u will misunderstand me again..like u misunderstood me for deleting ur contact..well,continue misunderstand!haha..if u hate me,i dont mind..as long as i dont hate u,,right mama?xbek benci2 org ni..tuhan marah...hehe..ok la..mls ckp pnjg..1 jun 2010??hahha..keep it urself..i dont really care bout what u talk juz now.its ur decision not mine..if ure serious,call me...if not,i dont accept ur decision...so long..assalamualaikum.