ST12 - KebesaranMu (OST Cinta dan Anugerah)

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selalu Kau berikan semua
kebesaran-Mu Tuhan

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kebesaran-Mu Tuhan

15 days left

....(Sigh)...

I'm going back Australia this 25....Time sure goes fast..

Im back la..LOL

Ya. Setelah sekian lama aku tak update blog aku. Kali ni tegerak gak ati aku ntok update. Tapi apa yang aku nak tulis kali ni just crap. Sebab aku taktau n xdak idea nak tulis pa. So what im writing here just what come across my mind.

Aku skang tengah dalam musim cuti panjang n ada kat Malaysia. Aku balik Malaysia awal bulan 12 and then merempat jap kat umah sebulan then pegi KL awal bulan 1 untuk buat internship. So 31hb12 tu aku pegi la umah Ad tumpang sat. Aku stat keja 3hb1 dekat CIDB Malaysia, Jalan Pahang. Mula2 masok keja tu agak nervous la kan. Aku dah la sorang ja and takdak sapa2 aku kenal kat situ. So, bermula la sesi2 keja aku kat situ. Banyak la kawan aku kenal. Kakak2, makcik2, abang2, suma jenis ramah gila. Suma jenis gila2 and memang leh masok ngan aku. Tapi aku je jenis pendiam sket. Haha.

Setelah sebulan belalu, skang tiba la time aku nak blah dah. Kejap je rasa. Dulu dapat banyak gila keja. Skang relek je men game Dragon Age kat ofis. Bos pun dah kamcing ngan aku. Staf2 yang laen pun aku dah leh sembang macam besa. Ok la kan. At least pengalaman bekeja tu aku dah dapat. Duet pun penting gak. Keh2.

Kalau nak gamba ofis tu. Bleh je kot. Nantila aku snap pic ngan staf2 kat sini. Aku abeh rabu depan sebelum raya cina. Pastu malam tu gerak pi gopeng nek moto amek adik aku then trus gerak pegi SP. Hehe

Ok la. Chow. Dalam ofis ni sejuk cam haram. Beku aku.

LIPAS

ok..entry aku kali ni adalah pasal makhluk bernama lipas...makhluk yg paling aku rasa jijik skali...walaupun dia xpnah ada dendam kesumat ke prasaan dengki ke kat aku..aku still benci kat dia..taktau camna nak buang benci tu...

ok,,semalam umah aku beli bom lipas dalam 6 tin....bom tu kita kena letak dalam bilik and then picit dia or activate the trigger pastu dia akan kuarkan gas racun lipas...pastu tutup bilik tu selama lebih kurang 1-2 jam..then bukak untuk lihat hasilnya...nak tau banyak mana lipas mati semalam kat umah aku?well..kami guna suma 6 tin tu abeh,,eh..actually ada 5 tin je..n lipas yang mati boleh kata dekat 40-50 ekor..sangat banyak..aku taktau la sarang dia dekat mana..hampeh tol...mmg malam semalam aku takleh tido..sebab takot lipas mai serang aku punya pasal time aku tengah syok ngeroh..haha..yela..mana tau..revenge untuk kaum dia..aku pun sampai temimpi2 pasal lipas semalam..fobia punya pasal..huh

ni baru sket..sbnrnya 3 kali ganda bnyk dari ni..

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pakai la mortein..ternyata efektif!hehe

sejarah kenapa aku benci lipas?dats remain mystery..aku sndri pun taktau kenapa aku benci sangat kat makhluk ni..sian dia Allah cipta elok2 tapi aku benci..nak wat camna..lipas adalah makhluk yg aku rasa sangat kotor..makan benda2 kotor..oh mann...aku nak sentuh ngn tangan pun xbrani semalam..walaupun dia dah mati...lagi satu aku tak ska sebab dia leh terbang..korang penah x time sedap2 minum kopi ke lepak atas katil ke, tiba2 ada lipas kat dinding...time tu aku taktau lagi dia bleh terbang..aku pun buat dekkk je...skali fuhhh dia terbang mai kat aku...melompat aku..siot..time tu la leh dikatakan aku tak suka dekat lipas sebab bentuk badan dia yang aku rasa aku geli sangat..

ada orang benci cicak..haha..ni aku taktau la..dia takleh tengok cicak..nanti mesti tak senang duduk..cicak kan kalau ekor dia putus tapi still leh gerak2 lagi..tu maybe salah satu faktor geli la kot..yang laen aku taktau..maybe sebab badan dia kot yang agak 'slim dan hot' hahaha...katak pun satu...especially katak puru..ramai orang geli...haha..geli pa..leh jadi prince kot kalau cium..kah3....aku tak geli sangat ngn cicak n katak ni..sebab dulu kecik2 aku suka 'terbey' or 'tarbil' cicak ngan getah...katak ni plak aku duk tangkap buat umpan mancing..bukan katak puru la..anak katak tu ha..katak puru tobat la ikan pun mati makan..haha..

ok la..tu la sedikit sebanyak sejarah aku ngan lipas...aku sangat tak ska..so nanti kalau nak prank aku ka tolong la jangan bagi lipas k..tobat aku tak cakap ngan korang dah pastu..haha...uih..sini awal lagi..baru kul 530 pagi..jom sambung tdooo..haha...salam.

i just wanna be myself..

kadang2 kita rasa terpaksa untuk buat sesuatu yg kita xmau pun buat...

kadang2 kita rasa mcm knp aku perlu ikot orang laen?

biarlah kita jadi diri kita sendiri...

tak perlu nak paksa2 diri untuk jadi apa yang orang laen nak kita jadi...

knp perlu hipokrit?

knp perlu tipu diri sendiri?

its ok to be in another personality sometimes..but dont force yourself..

siapa orang lain untuk judge kita?

we are who we are..

like me..i luv to play games..so why should i stop?

n if you feel uncomfortable with what you're doing, juz let it go..

aku taknak jadi orang yang aku sendiri tak kenal..

as my title goes...freedom...

first 10 days of zulhijjah~

Insyaallah..today i will write a post about the advantages and benefits of the first 10 days of zulhijjah..thanx to brother faisol for the reminder and talk juz now...its really gave me a 'kick' to start doing some deeds on these first 10 days..

to start off..let me tell you about one hadis from Bukhari..Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) has said about the first 10 days of Zulhijjah...

"There are no days in which righteous deeds are more beloved to Allah than these ten days." The people asked, "Not even Jihad for the sake of Allah?" He said, "Not even Jihad for the sake of Allah, except in the case of a man who went out to fight giving himself and his wealth up for the cause, and came back with nothing."

Some of good deeds and worships that we can perform during these 10 days include:
- Fasting..especially on ninth day of Zulhijjah which known in Arabic as Yawm Arafa..The Prophet used to fast on this day (An Nisai and Abu Dawud).. Fasting on this day will expiate the past and future sins of a Muslim.
- Remembrance of Allah by reciting a lot of Tasbeeh (Subhanallah), Tahmeed (Alhamdulillah) and Takbir (Allahuakbar)
- Reading Quran
- Optional praying
- making Dua'
- giving charity
- being good to families

Insyaallah..let us all take this opportunity to do deeds if we missed to do them in last Ramadhan..=)

cant wait!!

hoho..4 days more to go till my 1st and final paper..haha..lol..i only got 1 paper for the final exam..how lucky am i..but it pays off with all the assignments and tests for other subjects...and those were hard like 'arghhhhhhh'...haha..well...my 'hard' works did pay off..kah3...oh man oh man..this upcoming paper is 'construction contract administration' subject..one of the subject that i hate the most..it's because it relates to law!i really hate law and reading subject which needs me to memorize..for ur information..im really bad at memorizing things..maybe i need to practice memorizing some of the surah in Al-Quran to sharpen my memory..huhu..

mmm..what im gonna do after i finish my paper..lets see...yeah my mom asked me to buy her some correll kitchenware..n she wants the bowl-shaped one..aud100 should do...mm what else..yeah...some souvenirs for my friends and family..i think maybe i should spend aud100 as well on that..there goes aud200~hoho...for me?well..i guess im gonna buy them at malaysia..its cheaper..arghhh...i feel a bit relax now..after 10 days struggled to finish 400++ pages book which full of words ONLY..hoh..it really wore out my brain..i guess today im gonna enjoy a bit..actually i already did..coz i juz played around and watched anime the whole day today..kah3..how 'unproductive'...n im the last person in my house who finished the exam..they will try to make fun of me for sure..nahhh..it doesnt matter..i only have ONE paper..wahaha...

amri..stop messing around..time to get to work and no more lazing..oh God..help me plzzz...i always intend to be more productive and hardworking person but my body wont juz do it..aiya...

till next time..salam~